Si On

I Am An Outcast From The World

Feb 16–Mar 19, 2023
55 Delancey St, New York

The power and presence of Si On’s artwork materializes through a method best described as sgraffito. Unplanned, heavy layers of paint are applied to canvas then scraped or scrubbed away. Through repetition of this destructive and creative action the details of a latent, unconscious expression come into view. Image and form ergo directly emerge as lower levels of color penetrate those superficial layers that cover it. This process is also emblematic of the ways in which Si On takes on painting as a place for surfacing deep-seated, unseen emotion that is as universal as it is intimately personal. In a world constructed of unspoken forces, this is no less than a life-sustaining practice of expulsion and transformation.

The influence of Korean shamanism often comes up in discussions of Si On’s work. At this juncture art becomes what she describes as a healing ritual and a purification process. Here she channels those emotions that might culturally be seen as “ugly,” to be denied or suppressed—disappointment, fear, anger, emptiness, violence, grief—so that these may no longer be rendered alienating experiences in the hostile world from which they are borne. This is a freeing of energy through the spirit of art that permits the cohabitation of the brutal and humorous, darkness with light, triumph and tragedy, from birth to death. In a recent conversation Si On expressed of this process, "Assuming that the primal power of shamanism corresponds to the hidden power of art, I work with the hope that my art also has this kind of strength. The same can be said about shamanism itself—it still exists today because many people still need it.”